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яιcco

19061994, 16yrs old.
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Pioneer Secondary School.
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Sunday, January 31, 2010

you patched back my heart =) so happy today & might be happier tomorrow.THX Cheryl!

. 11:35:00 PM



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Session Start: Sunday, 31 January, 2010

  • [яιcco] =x [cнeяyι] (nonemsn@live.com)
  • ` Xiaoting {爱} (hoxiaoting@hotmail.com)
(12:01 AM) hoxiaoting@hotma:hey, ricco
erm...
(12:02 AM)` Xiaoting {爱} is now Online
(12:02 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:just to tell you
dont get to much attention out there...
(12:02 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:loitering or whatever...
anything happens,
(12:03 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:I'LL GET IT, NOT YOU.
REMEMBER.
(12:03 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you?
-.-
(12:03 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:dont believe, you try.
i've been warn.
(12:03 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:i'm hurt.
(12:03 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:by?
(12:04 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:you no need to know.
(12:04 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:-.-
(12:04 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:damn hurt.
(12:04 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:ok listen
you hide so many things from me
alright
(12:04 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:and now even we are over
you are still hiding things
i cant say anything
(12:05 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:but we are not related with each other any more
you have your 4 yearguy waiiiting
(12:06 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:Initiated a file transfer
(12:06 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:all this means?
(12:07 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:so now me goin out is a problem to you too??
(12:08 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:whatever i dont want to tell you in the past, it's because i dont want to hurt you.
now, we are not related. means that i really no need to tell you anything. because you wont get hurt.
AS WE AREN'T RELATED, THEREFORE YOU WONT GET HURT AND I NO NEED TO TELL.
(12:09 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:-.-"
ok can i tell you this?
(12:10 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you doing so many things
that it will hurt you
but
(12:10 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:all i can say is dun
but you contiune
what can i say?
you steping in to my life now?
(12:14 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:I'M NOT STEPPING INTO YOUR LIFE.
it's just that you got to know, whatever you do now and then, i'll always get warned. that's why it links to you. NOT THAT I WANT to step into your life. you got to understand. as what you had said, we aren't related anymore.
(12:15 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:ok tell me then
who warned you
you dun tell me
how would i know
(12:16 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:you no need to know.
(12:17 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:you just need to know that you need to get out of anything so that nothing will be link to each other again.
(12:17 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:if i dun need to know then there is no point telling me that really
(12:20 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:then you are just letting me to get warned always. i hate that feeling, as we are no longer related and why are people keep reminding me of you?...
i really get hurt always.
(12:21 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:-.- you and me
over
crossed out
understand
?
who is the person i will talk to her
(12:21 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN EH?
(12:23 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:i was hurt after we broke off.
i was hurt when i took drugs.
... i cleared and i'm out of everything i did in the past, and i felt quite okay.
but people keep reminding me of the past of you.
(12:27 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:First thing first, you were the one who lied to me and ditched me off my friends know all this things of course theyre not happy of you larh u make me depress for quite a time now my friends (which i dont even know) want to make trouble for you . what can i do
(12:28 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:i ditched you off.
you mind your words.
(12:29 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:till now, you wont understand everything.
so i think...
(12:29 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:wait wait hang on hang on
hang on there
listen to this
ok
(12:32 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:when i was with you, i felt that it was really very hard for me to tell you something as you wont and dont understand things fast.
(12:32 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:till now you are still the same.
im so tired to tell you anything for the past year...
(12:33 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:we were tgt. you were hiding alot of things from me ok? and i keep thinking that you are too good for me.(which is my fault) but did you even told it to me? even other guys jio you. you kept queit and even the story of you and jia wei. and use the same story againts me thinking that I DON'T KNOW THE STORY ABOUT HIM AND YOU? and this is not you dumping me?! and now you are warned about me? and not telling me the name what can i do? so even now goin out of my house is a problem to you? eating outside is a problem to you? hanging out with my friends is a problem to you?!
so
WOW
(12:33 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you hide everything from me
and now
(12:34 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:come on get a life
(12:34 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:i had enough of it already?
you go your way i go mine?
thats it?
(12:35 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:when i was with you, i felt that it was really very hard for me to tell you something as you wont and dont understand things fast.
till now you are still the same.
im so tired to tell you anything for the past year...
and you think that i was lying to you all the way?...
it's not that i want to care about everything you are or you want to do now.
(12:36 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:REALLY IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESSES.
(12:36 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:REALLY REALLLY
(12:36 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:but whatever you want to do , dont do it near Pss state.
(12:37 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:just dont be around 800++, 900++
(12:37 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:One Lie lead to another . come on if im in the wrong they will come and find me on their own no need to use you
(12:37 AM)` Xiaoting {爱} is now Offline
(12:39 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:hey
LISTEN UP
but whatever you want to do , dont do it near Pss state.
just dont be around 800++, 900++
so its my sch
(12:39 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:you wont understand anything. because you dont know how people does things...
(12:39 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:so what if im there
(12:39 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:not sch.
(12:39 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:so
i live in celmenti
(12:40 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:i can go there?
what is this
if you have a gang
wants to beat me up or step me
(12:40 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:stap
(12:40 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:im ricco, not in a gang, sching in pss
living in celmenti
understand?
(12:42 AM) ` Xiaoting {}:you just dont know how to think.
or you i say, you think in a wrong way,
till now your brain still dont know how to turn and think.
(12:43 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:insulting....
hmmmm wow
ok
listen
(12:43 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you 2 timed louis
(12:44 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:broke up with jia wei with a fake accident
(12:44 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:broke up with me with the same thing
and pls
for a express?
i a ntc
nt
(12:44 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:can even find a better reson and dun repet the things twice
(12:45 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you think i belive you?
you have no injury no nothing?
accident
LOL
(12:45 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you are a damn bloody joker
(12:46 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:btw
(12:46 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:where i want to go is my problem
no need for you to join in
and
how people thinks
its theirs
not mine?
(12:46 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:if it effects you
(12:47 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:its still not my problem
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its still not my problem
(12:47 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:if it still not my problem
(12:48 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:ok
i tell you this
(12:48 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:dun go to 900++ or 800++
.
if i say this
(12:48 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:will you think its silly>?
(12:49 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:or in other words STUPID?!
(12:49 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:you live there you cant go there
i study there i cant go there
GET A BLOODY LIFE?
btw
(12:50 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:if anything happens( you get warnd
its not my fult
its yours
(12:53 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:if you are too stupid to understand of what im trying to say to you i can do whatever i like you have nothing over me . so stop talking bullshit . its all crap
liar
(12:54 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:btw
you are just making your friends goin away from you think of joylnn
(12:54 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:now i understand why they left
(12:55 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:casue you are a liar
(1:01 AM) [яιcco] =x [cнeя:wake up to your senses, telling me to get out of your life when youre the one whos trying to get hold of mine. worst of all, you dont even know what youre talking, why dont you think properly first before you even start talking to me

. 1:06:00 AM


Saturday, January 30, 2010

SO SO HAPPY! Bought a guitar today and i have something to tell you all on 010210 =) kekes.

. 11:24:00 PM


Sunday, January 24, 2010

Just made my new FaceBook !=) Dunnoe what to do with it -.-"

. 10:45:00 PM


Friday, January 22, 2010

Bored!Bored!
Bored!Bored!
Bored!Bored!

. 3:39:00 PM


Saturday, January 16, 2010

Never judge it's book by it's cover & always expect the unexpected . I was so hurt before i took all this in to my heart. But now i just have to climb back up and take chances/risk i gona have to take. DO NOT trust any1 not even your friends/family/love. Even if you think they will not hurt you in anyway think twice. When the time is right they will take away all your trust and hurt you deeply & just vanish away from your life. if you dun belive me you will know 1 day if this happens to you. so LISTEN UP AND LEARN ALL THIS.

BLOG GONA BE PRIVATE SOON.

. 2:50:00 PM


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Today was rather intresting =) LOL! After school, Kahshin wanted to find her pri school friend and i wanted to find Alvin which is also her pri school friend. So we went to Jurong Point Together to meet them. We went to Eat/Chat a little then Kahshin's friend needs to attend her CCA so she went 1st. After that we met Debbie, Ben, Yuting & Friends. Ben was angry about something.(Not sure what was the cause of it.) After that We decided to go to celmenti to slack, we went up the bus 154 and we were joking & the funny things is that a student sitting infront of me @ the back of the bus was listening to our jokes and laughing all the way and he even laugh till his tears drop. He must be lonely. LOL ! Hope i can meet him once more. =)
HEY! IF YOU ARE THE GUY LAUGHING WITH US IN THE BUS & LISTIENING TO OUR JOKES, PLEASE TAG ME? I WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU WANT IT =) CALL ME RICCO BTW. =)

. 9:13:00 PM


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I wish i could talk to some1, who can help me and clam me down.

. 9:45:00 PM



I need some 1 to beat me up! ITS SO HURTFUL !

. 9:39:00 PM



Just back from school. Feeling so LOW & its even raining now all wet.

. 3:59:00 PM


Monday, January 11, 2010

That 1% turn out to be a fail. GOD DAMN im a useless bastard dog no mood for anything. Maybe the some 1 who told me this "whats not yours is not yours." think its true bah, but my love will just never end even if it takes me to love you secretly i will. To that some1 if you know its you, hope you are happy and fine some1 you really love & care about.

. 10:06:00 PM



Happy Birthday to you !=) No matter what you will stay in my heart. Guys, if you have a chance even 1% will you risk it for anything ? To me its worth it risking but ...... Its hard to expalain everything my heart hurts . I'm feel Childish, Stupid and a Bastard.

. 8:54:00 PM


Sunday, January 10, 2010

Just came back from jogging. So sweaty! I think i need a bath.

. 9:53:00 PM



Deleting some "offencive" post for some resons, but i might post them back some other time if i feel its ok to post them. Are promises ment to be broken?

. 2:17:00 PM


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Just came back from slacking and my Biao Di is with me too LOL =)

. 11:28:00 PM


Friday, January 8, 2010

Tomorrow must wake up at 6.30am. Why neh cause i need to go jogging with JinHan. =) Tired !

. 11:37:00 PM


Thursday, January 7, 2010

This Post Has Been Deleted.

. 11:02:00 PM


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Changed Person Now ! =)
New Phone, New Life , New Things to do ! =) But will kinda be very busy wor sorry guys !

. 8:45:00 PM


Sunday, January 3, 2010

Sorry kinda BUSY this few days keep ton~ing and stuff sch starting in 1 day(s) time WOW that was quick! By the way WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR (but not the BITCH).

. 1:53:00 AM